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May 21, 2013


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Journal Entry: Tue May 21, 2013, 4:15 AM

So ... yeah ... Finally ... Im here writting this <3

First of all, I will explain a little all this .. whole process and how many times had thought of doing this ...

Before I birth, my father always wanted a boy in the family .. (at the end we were 3 girls) I been the first to born, father had insisted on treating me like a boy, football ... cars ... I think the only Barbies I had were for my grandmother, even that I never got to play with them a while. Finally I grew up with these hobbies, especially football, and my behavior wasn't very feminine, in fact, I always was called "tomboy" and I ignored them...yes, I was in my "yupi" world you know x'D... and later it wasn't only football.. basketball too. I wasn't very good at school x'D

The fact is that at age 14, I lost my "father". Since I was little I was always very close to my grandparents and i live in his house since then, my parents and I have never been so close, my grandparents are my "parents" .. and .. when I lost my grandfather, It really hurted to me ... like losing a parent .. I left everything, studies for a while and permanently sports .. especially basketball, which he liked very much .. I never touched a  ball since.

The years passed, and I grew up, overcoming all this .. and, I realized that I dwelt in a body that didn't want, with which I am uncomfortable ...

So...Finally I decided to do it, and no, it isn't a joke. I've talked to a lot of people of this issue .. and most of them support me .. but mostly i count with the support of  my girlfriend :iconmel-arcobaleno: whom I love more and more <3 I really thank you ... is a great support to me (LLL) I really love you my princess <3

I'm not afraid, nothing that happens now, the changes .. the operation, I am determined to do it and nothing is gonna cast me back ... I hope you can understand this, I would also want to receive your support ...  Its mean a lot to me.. guys <3

So... you can call me know.. Nick or in Spanish, Nico <3

I will make videos on Youtube to help people like me...and, to show you my changes with this.. the hormones, changes of the body... the steps...all <3

Now.. I'm really happy guys.. seriously >-< i'm gonna cry... ;//;

That's it, if you are going to ask me something .. i'll answer it <3

Skin by 8ballz (modified by RikuKHx)
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adderconda Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really envy you

Ive been getting really depressed lately because I know Im a trans but I cant come out to my family. How did you do it for your family and what are some tips?
RikuKHx Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Hmm... I see...
Well... in my case.. I sat down to talk to them calmly when I went home. I told them "I feel trapped in a body that isn't mine, that for many years I was considering taking this step and I wish that they will support me" ... I said to them how i feel ... but, my father not took it well ... and hopefully in time, He can accept me .. as his son.
adderconda Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It seems like moms have more unconditional love
im pretty hesitant to tell my father and especially my step mom and brother but I will have to tell them eventually..
m-chans Featured By Owner May 24, 2013
You have my support (:
RikuKHx Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Si? Gracias *^* <3
theExpressor Featured By Owner May 22, 2013  Student Digital Artist
u hav my Support!!!
RikuKHx Featured By Owner May 22, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much >w<
Renz-chan Featured By Owner May 22, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Operation? You are very brave, in my opinion. So I wish you good luck. =)
RikuKHx Featured By Owner May 22, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much Renz-chan ! >w<
Kakashigirl13 Featured By Owner May 21, 2013
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