So ... yeah ... Finally ... Im here writting this <3
First of all, I will explain a little all this .. whole process and how many times had thought of doing this ...
Before I birth, my father always wanted a boy in the family .. (at the end we were 3 girls) I been the first to born, so...my father had insisted on treating me like a boy, football ... cars ... I think the only Barbies I had were for my grandmother, even that I never got to play with them a while. Finally I grew up with these hobbies, especially football, and my behavior wasn't very feminine, in fact, I always was called "tomboy" and I ignored them...yes, I was in my "yupi" world you know x'D... and later it wasn't only football.. basketball too. I wasn't very good at school x'D
The fact is that at age 14, I lost my "father". Since I was little I was always very close to my grandparents and i live in his house since then, my parents and I have never been so close, my grandparents are my "parents" .. and .. when I lost my grandfather, It really hurted to me ... like losing a parent .. I left everything, studies for a while and permanently sports .. especially basketball, which he liked very much .. I never touched a ball since.
The years passed, and I grew up, overcoming all this .. and, I realized that I dwelt in a body that didn't want, with which I am uncomfortable ...
So...Finally I decided to do it, and no, it isn't a joke. I've talked to a lot of people of this issue .. and most of them support me .. but mostly i count with the support of my girlfriend
whom I love more and more <3 I really thank you ... is a great support to me (LLL) I really love you my princess <3
I'm not afraid, nothing that happens now, the changes .. the operation, I am determined to do it and nothing is gonna cast me back ... I hope you can understand this, I would also want to receive your support ... Its mean a lot to me.. guys <3
So... you can call me know.. Nick or in Spanish, Nico <3
I will make videos on Youtube to help people like me...and, to show you my changes with this.. the hormones, changes of the body... the steps...all <3
Now.. I'm really happy guys.. seriously >-< i'm gonna cry... ;//;
That's it, if you are going to ask me something .. i'll answer it <3