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Transgender

Journal Entry: Tue May 21, 2013, 4:15 AM


So ... yeah ... Finally ... Im here writting this <3

First of all, I will explain a little all this .. whole process and how many times had thought of doing this ...

Before I birth, my father always wanted a boy in the family .. (at the end we were 3 girls) I been the first to born, so...my father had insisted on treating me like a boy, football ... cars ... I think the only Barbies I had were for my grandmother, even that I never got to play with them a while. Finally I grew up with these hobbies, especially football, and my behavior wasn't very feminine, in fact, I always was called "tomboy" and I ignored them...yes, I was in my "yupi" world you know x'D... and later it wasn't only football.. basketball too. I wasn't very good at school x'D

The fact is that at age 14, I lost my "father". Since I was little I was always very close to my grandparents and i live in his house since then, my parents and I have never been so close, my grandparents are my "parents" .. and .. when I lost my grandfather, It really hurted to me ... like losing a parent .. I left everything, studies for a while and permanently sports .. especially basketball, which he liked very much .. I never touched a  ball since.

The years passed, and I grew up, overcoming all this .. and, I realized that I dwelt in a body that didn't want, with which I am uncomfortable ...

So...Finally I decided to do it, and no, it isn't a joke. I've talked to a lot of people of this issue .. and most of them support me .. but mostly i count with the support of  my girlfriend :iconmel-arcobaleno: whom I love more and more <3 I really thank you ... is a great support to me (LLL) I really love you my princess <3

I'm not afraid, nothing that happens now, the changes .. the operation, I am determined to do it and nothing is gonna cast me back ... I hope you can understand this, I would also want to receive your support ...  Its mean a lot to me.. guys <3

So... you can call me know.. Nick or in Spanish, Nico <3

I will make videos on Youtube to help people like me...and, to show you my changes with this.. the hormones, changes of the body... the steps...all <3

Now.. I'm really happy guys.. seriously >-< i'm gonna cry... ;//;

That's it, if you are going to ask me something .. i'll answer it <3

Skin by 8ballz (modified by RikuKHx)
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XxMinoru May 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really envy you

Ive been getting really depressed lately because I know Im a trans but I cant come out to my family. How did you do it for your family and what are some tips?
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RikuKHx Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Hmm... I see...
Well... in my case.. I sat down to talk to them calmly when I went home. I told them "I feel trapped in a body that isn't mine, that for many years I was considering taking this step and I wish that they will support me" ... I said to them how i feel ... but, my father not took it well ... and hopefully in time, He can accept me .. as his son.
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XxMinoru Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It seems like moms have more unconditional love
im pretty hesitant to tell my father and especially my step mom and brother but I will have to tell them eventually..
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:iconm-chans:
You have my support (:
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RikuKHx May 24, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Si? Gracias *^* <3
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theExpressor May 22, 2013  Student Digital Artist
u hav my Support!!!
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RikuKHx May 22, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much >w<
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Renz-chan May 22, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Operation? You are very brave, in my opinion. So I wish you good luck. =)
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RikuKHx May 22, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much Renz-chan ! >w<
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:iconkakashigirl13:
YOU MOST DEFINATELY HAVE MY TREMOENDOUS SUPPORT!!! WOOOH!!!
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